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postcards from a former self

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never wrong 01:10
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But I'm still me Even when I sleep But i cant
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...but what if it was? 02:32
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I wanna know What it feels like To drift into the light And leave it all behind A family living happily Self medicated tragedy I can’t forget you Try to forgive you I can’t forget you Try to forgive you All that you’ll ever be Someone we’ll never see I can’t forget you Try to forgive you How could you do this to yourself? Give up and give in I don’t want anybody else Give up and give in How could you do this to yourself? Give up and give in How could you do this? How could you do this? Give up and give in I wanna know How does it go All that you paid for you’re not to blame for And did you stay awake With nothing else to say How can I blame you? I’d probably leave too Forget the suffering that’s all you’ll ever be Theres nothing left to see There’s nothing left to see for me So tell me why can’t I just let it be? Why can’t I let it be? I can’t forget you Try to forgive you I can’t forget you Try to forgive you All that you’ll ever be Someone we’ll never see I can’t forget you Try to forgive you How could you do this to yourself? Give up and give in I don’t want anybody else Give up and give in How could you do this to yourself? Give up and give in How could you do this? How could you do this? Give up and give in How can I blame you? I’d probably leave too
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rosario 02:37
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I am a mess I’m making room For the people in my head I haven’t spoke to in awhile The memories creep up and pile On my shoulders Until the weight gets too much And I shudder At the thought Of what I wish that I forgot That I forgot Now I’m laying on the floor Passed out Always wanting to know more What could have been You were my friend That I could run to I thought I knew you But I don’t You say you would But then you won’t Don’t turn and go Can't bear the weight Of what I won’t know You caught me sitting in the shower Then skipping out to the park We’d walk all night Till we beat the dark We were fighting for some light Brothers side by side I thought I wish I could go back But you don’t reside In a place except my mind And I can't stand And I won’t forget Now I’m laying on the floor Passed out Always wanting to know more What could have been I thought you were my friend That I could run to I thought that I knew you But I don’t You say you would But you won’t I can't bear the weight (But I don’t) Of what I want to know (But I don’t) I can't bear the weight (But I don’t) Of what I want to know
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andulka 01:57
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I thought You would Always Stick by My side This time I’m searching To know why Dreams get So big And you can’t Reach it At what point Do you say Cut losses And turn away I didn’t want to let you down again
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anacortes 03:30
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I can’t feel anything Sweating underneath The California heat I’ll probably die here one day Nothing about that is okay Like a dog lost in the streets I’m waiting for a passerby To take me (Take me) Take me (Take me) Take me away from here (Take me) Take me away from here (Away) I can’t escape The person I see In the mirror Isn’t me I wanna be (Someone Else) I wanna be (Someone Else) Please save me (Please save me) From myself (From myself) From myself (From myself) I can’t escape Day after day ((Day after day)) Endless nights scrolling online Looking for a reason to be alive ((I can’t find myself In some one else)) GANG VOCALS ON THE REST WITH YELL IN BACKGROUND I’ll probably die here one day (Die here one day) Nothing about that is okay (Nothing is okay) Nothing about that is okay (Nothing is okay) Nothing about that is okay (Nothing is okay) I’ll probably die here one day (Die here one day) Nothing about that is okay (Nothing is okay) Nothing about that is okay (Nothing is okay) Nothing about that is okay (Nothing is okay) But I am a shell of my former self I’ll probably die here one day (Die here one day) Nothing about that is okay (Nothing is okay) Nothing about that is okay (Nothing is okay) Nothing about that is okay (Nothing is okay) Nothing about it Nothing about it
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27 01:31
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I wish you knew How everyone loves you How you’re out there nightly Still fighting For something Resounding Or reminding About me And my old room Still reeks of perfume But it’s been years And I don’t live here But it’s been years And I don’t live here anymore And when I stay I avoid the door To the hallway where your ghost hangs Over me
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keith street 02:38
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I hate the west coast in the winter It’s hard not to feel bitter I hate when I see clear Without the cold air Give me a reason to keep on trying Every night I find myself lying To myself Cause I hate the shoreline I know I probably should’ve stayed But hey It’s better late Than never You said I’d miss the cold weather And I did But I miss you more Long drives Long nights Fade away with city lights I thought I hate Tennessee But I hate any place where you’re not with me Dig me into a parking lot Outside a truck stop Spent the night in my old bed Replaying conversations in my head And I can’t Comprehend Why we stay And pretend that it’s okay Like the old days But it’s not Give me a reason to keep on trying Every night I find myself lying To myself To myself
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dillard creek 01:31
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Throw myself into Dillard creek Its only just 6 inches deep So there’s no current to carry me away Today, I’m a mess inside my head See my reflection in the bend Feeling inside out again Find me at home (Inside as a hostage) Find me alone (Fighting on the inside) Once the picture fades black There’s no turning back Some things better left unsaid Find me alone (Inside as a hostage) Create a piece of the puzzle Forcing it all to fit Into a place that it shouldn’t Retracing the lines so it just might sense But I can’t control what I cant But I can’t Control what I cant But I cant So take or or leave it no faith to believe in Find me at home (Inside as a hostage) Find me alone (Fighting on the inside) Once the picture fades black There’s no turning back Some things better left unsaid Find me alone (Inside as a hostage)
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narrows 02:31
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We made a wrong turn onto spruce street And at the light I saw route 13 Remember sitting in the back seat? Where I sat listening to Madelyn Through my headphones But you can’t make these things up Play it cool so I don’t disrupt I don’t want to miss the old me But those same thoughts visit me nightly But you can’t make these things up Play it cool so I don’t disrupt And I’m still avoid my reflection Because I still lack the direction But you can’t make these things up Play it cool so I don’t disrupt But you can’t make these things Play it cool play it cool play it cool We made a wrong turn onto spruce street
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off pace 04:16
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Pulled over Before I drift into the snow I can’t shake this Feeling That I’ll die alone Without you But I found out You’re drowning in the doubt Constant blame Create self shame Keep on for something more Something more How could I do the same for you? (When I’m tongue tied) When I get stuck the rear view (On the inside) Why do you stay awake Pacing in the hallway How can I help you Find thoughts to construe Why do you stay awake Pacing in the hallway How can I help you With no strength to pursue Why do you stay awake Pacing in the hallway How can I help you Find thoughts to construe Why do you stay awake Pacing in the hallway How can I help you No strength to pursue How could I do the same for you? (When I’m tongue tied) When I get stuck the rear view (On the inside) (How can I be what you need When I’m not enough for me) Why do you stay awake Pacing in the hallway How can I help you Find thoughts to construe Why do you stay awake Pacing in the hallway How can I help you No strength to pursue How could I do the same for you? (When I’m tongue tied) When I get stuck the rear view (On the inside)
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fairmount 04:37
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Do you think about the river? Smoke spot near Mcleans park We’d laugh till it got dark On the water I pulled off at fairmount park The same spot we left a mark On the pavement Our displacement I helped you pack your things into your car 10 Hours don’t seem so far But you won’t call But I’m still me Even when I sleep I won’t fight your fights I don’t wanna swing So I’ll drive down Main Street And try to feel something Like I did Got lost in the static Broken car stereo I’m chasing the panic Of who I was years ago But I’m still me Even when I sleep I won’t fight your fights I don’t wanna swing Does it feel the same way? When we got lost in LA Another basement show Where you were stoned And I drove you home So you postponed Making amends So I don’t want to stick around this place But each time I come home I’m drawn to the lake But I’m still me Even when I sleep I won’t fight your fights I don’t wanna swing So I’ll drive down Main Street And try to feel something Like I did Got lost in the static Broken car stereo I’m chasing the panic Of who I was years ago But I’m still me Even when I sleep I won’t fight your fights I don’t wanna swing

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released January 27, 2023

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good will, get better is David, Adam, Gabe and Taylor. CA dad rock.

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